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  • Day 1 — A Personal Account of Police Corruption, Institutional Betrayal, and What Happens When One Officer Dares to Do the Right Thing

    Day 1 — A Personal Account of Police Corruption, Institutional Betrayal, and What Happens When One Officer Dares to Do the Right Thing

    Two years after fleeing domestic abuse with three children and one plastic bag, this first-hand account documents what happened when repeated disclosures of child abuse, coercive control, and serious safeguarding risks were met with silence, dismissal, and institutional failure — until one officer chose to do his job properly. Part One of a two-part testimony…

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  • Navigating Trauma Through a Professional Standards Investigation

    Navigating Trauma Through a Professional Standards Investigation

    The author reflects on a calm meeting with a Professional Standards officer regarding misconduct allegations, contrasting it with past anxiety. Despite feeling composed, they describe the lasting psychological effects of the investigation and ongoing trauma from police failures. The encounter raises concerns about the lasting impact of being labeled a victim and PTSD symptoms.

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  • Facing the Abyss: The Psychological Toll of Repeated Police Contact After Domestic Abuse

    Facing the Abyss: The Psychological Toll of Repeated Police Contact After Domestic Abuse

    Back at the Starting Line This post contains first-person accounts of domestic abuse, trauma responses, institutional failure, and repeated police contact. It references psychological distress, post-traumatic stress symptoms, and the impact of safeguarding failures on both adults and children.Readers who may find these themes distressing are advised to proceed with care. I cannot shake the

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  • Two Years On: The Day I Met Jackie

    Two Years On: The Day I Met Jackie

    (Names changed where indicated) Originally written: July 2024Reviewed & archived: January 2026 Content Warning This post references police investigations, institutional scrutiny, and the psychological impact of retraumatisation. It may be distressing for survivors of abuse or those affected by professional misconduct. Two Years On — Archive Note As part of the Two Years On series,

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